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    Saturday, November 6th, 2010
    12:41 am
    Vindication
    Well today I got a new job with the town of Esquimalt (basically Victoria), I won the 50/50 draw at work, and I made my current boss look like an ass. I feel like such a weight has been lifted from me. I have been carrying around so much frustration and stress with me for far to long. It's good to be free of it. Also I am so glad I got an education. If I didn't do that I might have felt trapped. But at no point during all of this did I ever feel trapped. One of the best decisions I have ever made. Also I felt very vindicated today during a meeting with my current boss, our service manager, representatives from my union and myself when my current boss got up out of his chair after me when I asked a simple question. It was good for others to see what I have been dealing with as well knowing that I was the more mature person. Still shocking to see at the level in my career I thought I was at. But yeah all and all today was a pretty good day.
    Wednesday, September 29th, 2010
    11:24 pm
    Fuck I really hate working for Canadian Linen.
    Saturday, July 24th, 2010
    3:52 pm
    Well I have been approved for a bank loan so that awesome that I don't have credit cards anymore. Fuck I can not wait to be free of this debt that I have gotten myself. Also I guess when you have two separate dreams about changing jobs in one night it's getting time to move on. Although this last week at work was pretty awesome. But all the people I don't like weren't there. Anyway it's awesome outside so I should go get some shit done.
    Wednesday, July 7th, 2010
    12:33 am
    There are times when I wish I didn't have IBS and this is one of them. Fuck this sucks!!!
    Tuesday, July 6th, 2010
    12:03 am
    So I am up again unable to sleep. I keep thinking about moving back home. I stay up late and imagine all of the different ways I could achieve this. I am pretty paranoid my car will break down on the drive back. It was 5 days of driving last time. I just don't feel like there is a while lot for me career wise out here. Fuck I really don't like my job anymore. If I move back I wonder where I will end up. Hopefully not to far away from my family.
    Friday, July 2nd, 2010
    11:51 pm
    I watched The Last Air Bender just now..... I didn't realize how much of a children's movie it is. Cool effects but they really hit you over the head with the plot for the whole film. I was pretty surprised at how few people were there for an opening weekend though. It's probably going to bomb like crazy.
    Sunday, June 27th, 2010
    10:48 pm
    My car was broken into at some point this weekend. I can't describe how much that pisses me off. Since I have been living in this building my car has been broken into twice and my clothes were stolen from the laundry room....... WTF!!!
    Saturday, June 26th, 2010
    5:30 pm
    I smoked one of the best cigars of my life last night. I also had eggs for breakfast this morning and I don't think they were all that good. I haven't shit this much in such a long time.
    Monday, June 21st, 2010
    12:07 am
    It's amazing how much of a reach around my job has become to me. I really need to find something else that challenges me and that I feel respected in. It's amazing how easily some people can be duped into believing another persons bullshit just because they puff out their chest and speak in a convincing voice.
    Thursday, June 17th, 2010
    12:10 am
    Heavy thoughts
    So every once in a while I can't sleep at night so I lay in bed thinking. Tonight is one of those nights and I was thinking about some decisions I have made in the past and how I have reacted in certain situations and my motivations for doing so. I have come to realize in a way part of the person that I truly am. My selfishness and fear has affected to much in my life. I know all the right things to say to people, the proper behavior, the way I should be .... the dictionary definition. But not to far under the surface my motivations are clear. I do the things that I do only because I am afraid to loose the things or people that make me feel good. In the past I have acted out of fear so badly I have driven people away that perhaps truly did care about me. I let my selfishness and fear blind me until I filled up with hate so full for someone it was the first thing on my mind when I woke up and went to sleep. When really had I actually truly been thinking about that person and not my fear to loose them and the way they made me feel. Things wouldn't have turned out so badly. The terrible thing about hate is it is worse than a cancer. It will fucking slowly kill every part of you that makes you human if you let it. Perhaps this is why I have had such a hard time getting any sort of attachments to people or things. I hope to repair some of this damage that I have done to myself and be more self aware in the future. Maybe do something not because it makes me feel good or is what I need. But because maybe I have something to give to another person that they can't get or because I truly want to do something kind to make someone else feel better.

    Perhaps this is to personal for live journal but I am comfortable enough with all the people on my friends list having this information.
    Wednesday, June 16th, 2010
    10:18 pm
    So why after everything I went through to move here I am thinking of moving back to Ontario? Ok so I really don't like the job I am at. But is that the deal breaker? There are other places to work here in BC. I guess I just feel like my soul is here and my heart is at home. Well more so with my family and friends. The stupid thing is though is that if I moved back to Ontario I would just want to come back here. Why can't I just be happy again. Looking back it's probably been over six years since I felt happy and content. Well that's not true. I was very happy for the first six months I lived back here. Bahhh
    Sunday, June 13th, 2010
    1:21 pm
    Time
    So yesterday I heard from two people I haven't heard from in a very long time. One of them I never thought I would hear from again. It's a good feeling. I am glad that everything is over and done with. It was a bit of a weight on me never talking to someone who was that important in my life. But I guess you learn from your mistakes as you go and I am glad to be done with this lesson.
    Tuesday, June 8th, 2010
    11:19 pm
    So I ate this pork roast thing that I made today and I up with fucking gas pain and the worst smelling farts in the world. Awesome!!!
    Thursday, June 3rd, 2010
    1:49 am
    So it's 1:40am and I can't sleep because I have bullshit on my mind from work. I am that guy. I have so much anger inside me right now I feel like I could eat fire and breath smoke. I can't believe how fucking stupid and ignorant some people can be. I am apparently a department head but it's seems to be ok with my boss that a certain person goes behind my back to him and ask to have his computer put on my desk in my fucking office and he approves that. I fucking hate working with that dick. He seems to think he knows so much but all he seems to know how to do well is talk behind my back every chance he gets. He doesn't seem to have any other skills or knowledge that I have seen.Other bullshitting people all day long. But here I am up late when I have to be up in the morning writng on fucking LJ.
    Saturday, January 9th, 2010
    2:51 pm
    So it's January and it's fucking awesome outside here. I am pretty sure this calls for going to to the beach and smoking cigars.
    Sunday, September 20th, 2009
    8:59 pm
    Yup still living in Victoria and enjoying the shit out of it. I just ate raw oysters for the first time and they were awesome.
    Saturday, November 15th, 2008
    3:47 pm
    So I am coming home for christmas. It's gonna be fun. I wonder if anyone reads these anymore. Funny how LJ was such a thing a few years ago.
    Wednesday, September 17th, 2008
    5:04 pm
    Well I am still living back in Victoria and loving it. I would love to come home for christmas though.
    Monday, September 1st, 2008
    3:10 pm
    Yeah so I got this new job in Victoria and they they kind of fired one of the engineers there.... and I was looking through my computer at work which used to be his and I found this. Pretty steamy lol. Pretty amazinf what people get up to at work when they are not working.


    I was wondering why I was at this party. I hardly knew anybody, but was invited by a fellow nurse and thought “oh well why not”. I stood alone with a drink in my hand. Sipping wine that was dry and bitter. I could sense someone watching me, but did not dare to look up. Well curiosity got the better of me. I glanced up and looked around the room and my eyes rested on a man staring at me. He was dashing and handsome standing with some other men chatting, but looking at me. A slow broad smile came across his face as our eyes met. I could not take my eyes off him as his eyes were looking through me. You, Elliott, excuse yourself from your male comrades and start to walk towards me and I could not move. I so desperately want to say hello to you.



    Your thinking to yourself as your crossing the room I have to meet this woman. She is so sexy and has the most beautiful smile I have seen in awhile, inviting, warm and friendly. I can imagine us together. You are surprisingly adorable and have a sexy form, you look soft, and you would feel warm in my hands, your beautiful eyes, fair skin... you know my mind, and my intellect, so far, and you'll love my warm, masculine voice.... Now, honestly, tell me you wouldn't love every second of some awesome, protracted and really randy sex with me.... Being totally wound up, touched, teased, stripped naked, eaten and then fucked hard by a strong, horny, man.

    I'd love the opportunity to stand behind you, both of us fully clothed, and pull you back against me, and feel your soft ass against my groin, pressing back on me. As I pull you to me, my strong arms slipping around in front of you, and beginning to caress your warm body, while I nibble and tease at your neck and earlobes, and whisper dirty, skin-tingling ideas gently into your ear. I so love to inspire a girl's imagination, and to caress her soft body, and feel her gentle femininity in my hands, and feel her demeanor softening, as my voice communicates with her horny little inner girl... hear your sighing murmurs, as my touch teases you with its suggestive paths and warmly insistent ways, and feel you relaxing to let me touch you as I choose, slowly relenting, giving yourself to me... I'd love having you being a submissive, horny little girl for me, letting me have my way with you, just like I want to... and just like you want me to....


    My caresses will grow in scope, moving from your tummy, both up and down, so that they are running up and over your beautiful, soft, full breasts, squeezing them, and feeling your hardening nipples under your shirt. My other hand will slip down across your hips and pelvis, and down onto your leg, and inside your thigh, just a bit, and then slowly up, meeting the soft delta of your much-anticipated little puss with my fingertips, and feeling the fabric of your jeans as it curves over your pussy, my fingers pressing down in between your legs, and feeling the softness and shape of your beautiful mound with my hand, all the way back to where it meets your ass. I'll tease and stroke you, pressing your pants gently into your crevice with my fingers, while I continue to tease your neck, ears and mind with my soft lips, tongue and very warm, assertive, naughty voice, and I'll press up hard against your cute little ass with my thickening cock, and press into you with it, rubbing it across the curve of your sexy little butt. One of my roaming hands will eventually find its way around to the back, and I will squeeze and feel your cute, sexy ass with my fingers, and run my hand down your panty line, to where your ass curves under and goes in between your legs.... My favorite spot, as you will soon know, and I will press in further, until I can feel your soft, warm little beaver between your legs from behind you, and I will caress it, and toy with it, and tease it... and you will lean over a bit, spread your legs a little, and push your swollen little pussy back to meet my touch more firmly, because you crave it....


    Now, my roaming hands will move around in front of you again, and find your waist button on your pants, and I will gently slip them down your legs, and off of your feet, where upon they will be shortly followed by your top, slipping up over your head and off, and I will step back, so I can look at you standing before me, almost naked, in only your panties, the soft fabric clinging wetly to your swollen, mushy little mound that I've been touching so gently, for so long. Now, seeing your vulnerable sexy form in front of me, my hands would soon be right back there, and I would be caressing your sexy puss with my hand, and feeling how warm and soft it is, and how swollen and mushy with anticipation it is, as I kissed your lips, and caressed your tongue with mine.... And soon enough, I'd pull back, lay you onto our blanket, on your back, pull up your legs, and peel off your panties, leaving you totally naked, totally exposed there in front of me... and I'll gently spread your legs open, so I can have a really good look at your cute, wet little gash... Sooooo inviting,

    Now, the fun part. The part you want, and the part I want to give you most. I'll slip down in between your legs, and tease your soft pussy a bit, getting a feel for what you like me touching the most, my teases and your responses to them noted... and repeated, when the response is favorable.... And then, I'll slip a finger or two up into your slit, and start working your G-Spot, while I go full out on your clitoris with my mouth, licking it, sucking it, slathering it with pleasure, teasing it with tiny vibrations of my tongue, and listening to you gently but irreversibly losing control... hear your murmurs becoming moans, and your moans becoming whimpering, hear your breath hastening with each fantastic touch of my tongue in your pink, sensitive little gash, and with each stroke of my strong fingers over your swollen G-Spot..... Feel your hips gyrating as I lick your soft flesh, the flowing wetness on my stroking fingers, and your hands pressing on my head to hold it in place while you grind your cunt into my face and just take the intense pleasure of my tongue and fingers in, all you can, while you let out a huge, loud moan, becoming a wailing siren tone as my constant stimulation drives you past the point of no return, for the first time... you cum sooooo hard, but I'll keep going, and you will cum again... and again... and again, until you can't muster another orgasm.... For the moment...


    When you've had your first series of explosions on my tongue, I'd like to creep up beside you, and kneel beside you on the blanket, and let you suck my fat cock, and taste the taste of a really horny guy who is absolutely loving every second of having his cock sucked by this hot little blonde.... what a fuckin' babe you are, sucking my cock in front of me, I want you there, so I can savor that experience.... so wonderful and intense, your beautiful eyes looking up at me as you wrap my fat prick in the deliciously warm, feminine softness of your mouth, caressing the head of my cock with your tongue, and driving it deep into your mouth every now and again.... your blonde hair slipping through my fingers as I caress your head, my cock basking in the incredible pleasure of you stroking, licking mouth, washing over it, and over it again....


    You can suck it for a few minutes, and get me nice and hard and fat, and then, I will roll you on your back, slip in between your legs, and push my stiff fuck pole up into your wet, tight little pussy, and stuff it right to the hilt, and hold it there, impaling you on my hard, insistent cock. I'll begin to slip it in and out of your mushy, swollen, pink snatch, feeling your wetness slathering the length of it, and loving the soft cushion of your hot little mound, buffering the force of every deep thrust I make up into you... listening to the wet slurping sound of your warm, tight cunt taking each thrust of my cock up into it. Thrust after thrust, I drive hard inside you, and feel the tight, demanding grip of your wonderful, wet gash on my shaft, and feel the warmth of this incredible, sexy woman writhing on the end of it, and I know I'd love to cum, soon..... but I simply love fucking you, and I am determined to hold on for as long as possible..... as I drive into your warm, soft femininity, I listen to your hard breathing and long moans of pleasure, slipping out of you in tense gasps with each drive of my cock up into you. I look down, to watch your wet pussy lips spread open, wrapped around my hard shaft, my cock filling them again and again as I stuff it into you. As I begin to move faster, in long, deep strokes, your own pleasure grows, and the intensity of the sensation pushes you farther and farther toward the edge of control as I fuck you.... and then, over it...... and you're in total free fall...... as you explode in orgasm, you grab onto me hard with your arms and legs, holding me inside you and writhing, your pussy rubbing hard against and around my stiff cock..... I push in deep, and grind my pubic bone against your clitoris, around and around, making your orgasm into a continuous and intense stream of pleasure in your soft, sopping wet little puss. As your pleasure finally subsides, after what seems a very long time, I drive into you with a few more deep thrusts, and then, I pull out of you, and crawl back up beside you, pushing my hard, glistening cock into your face, and into your mouth.... your warm, sexy, wet mouth, with its incredible, stroking tongue.... you suck my cock from the top down, working the head, and working your way onto it, farther and farther, until I can feel your lips on my balls, and the head of my cock deeply engorged in your throat.... you hold me there a moment, and then pull off, and then on, and then off again.... in between, you are licking and sucking on the head of my cock, and the feeling is so incredible.... I begin to press harder into your mouth, feeling the indescribable pleasure of your warm mouth... I want to cum, so badly, I keep driving into you, fucking your licking mouth with my stiff cock, and then, I start to gasp, and moan, so loudly, and I can feel the hot load bursting out of my cock, into your mouth, through the unbelievable intensity of my orgasm..... you keep licking, and sucking, my huge, hot, spurting load of juice filling your mouth, which just keeps gently, sexily washing over my orgasmic cock, until I just can't take any more, and I pull back.... Holy fuck....


    In a moment or two, my hands are back on your soft body.... so wonderful and soft to touch, and play with, and turn on, and give pleasure to, and take pleasure from.... you turn me on, so much..... I think I want to blow my load in your soft, warm little gash, now.



    “Hello, my name is Loni what is yours?”
    Sunday, July 6th, 2008
    2:51 pm
    So I am out west. I can't believe how shit the place is that I am working for. But how ever I am in Victoria right now for a few job interviews. I really hope I can lock at least one of those down. But yeah amazing drive out here. So awesome to have done something like that since I have wanted to do it since I was a child. Good times.
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